In my mind, anyway, I spent the day gardening. The snow is virtually gone, and through the dining room window I can almost believe that spring is around the corner. So, I've been planning the 1st garden I've ever started from scratch.
Wanting to have a real vegetable garden certainly isn't a new ambition, but with all the reading that I've been doing this winter, I'm more convinced of the necessity of it. It pretty much horrifies me to think that even though I eat predominantly 'whole' foods, the food that I am eating isn't nearly as nutritious as I had thought it was. And it's not just about the food being grown in far-off places (that may not have the same restrictions that we have on pesticides...), or about how that food travelled, or how long since it was harvested. On top of all of that, the food that we eat has been consciously selected / modified / 'enhanced' to make it a better seller. What matters is how it travels, how it looks, how long it lasts on the shelf, how resistant it is to damage / disease / rot. What matters is that it is grown / raised anywhere and shipped to us here, just the way we want it. What we eat now are mostly products, commodities.
But a commodity in a truer sense than just a stock market item. The industry that provides the bulk of our food isn't really concerned with nourishing us. It's really about the sales. It's about creating a product, not about creating food.
We as consumers are part of the problem - we've been trained to expect tomatoes that are a certain shade of red, a certain size, a certain blemish-free alikeness to its neighbour. The lemons we buy are all the same size, the oranges, the apples (all 4 brands you can find in the supermarket). Our rice is white and quick-cooking, our oats are pale and quick-cooking, our potatoes are white and have no Vitamin A in them any more.
Is it that we don't know the difference? Certainly people older than me must remember what a real tomato (beautiful in its uniqueness of shape and colour and size, when compared to its neighbour on the vine) or a fresh grown garden carrot takes like. For people in my generation, I suppose it depends on whether your parents or grandparents had a garden. But, in the city, I didn't know too many people who grew their own food (except for the old Italian guy down the street who grew everything under the sun in his small plot). More importantly, I didn't know too many people who WISHED they could grow a garden, or even thought much about it. And the young people now... do they have a connection to their food outside of their relationship to a store?
So now, here we are in our fairly-wealthy, industrialized country, completely industrialized. Could we feed ourselves if we had to? And I don't mean just our country feeding our citizens, but each of us individually. Could we as individuals feed our own families without the help of the supermarkets / industrial producers / Kraft Kitchens??
So, I want to grow a garden. Firstly I want to grow food that is nourishing. Secondly, I want to be able to store that food so that in the dead of winter I am still eating nourishing food and NOT relying on veggies from Chile and California that have 1/2 the Vitamin C that they used to have. Thirdly, I want to see if I can eventually feed myself - despite my work schedule and my eating restrictions, I want to see if I can be fairly self-reliant. Mostly, though, I think I want to feel that I'm standing up for myself and my family.
And so the books and the magazines are spread all over the dining room table and I have my notepad and my stickies. I'm trying to learn how to garden. Thankfully I have a mother who will no doubt jump in to help me whenever I call, but I'm still anxious to do it as right as its possible to do on your first time around. I've got a plan for rotating the crops, I've got a plan for our crappy clay soil (raised beds!) and I've got "Carrots Love Roses" to help me plan our companion planting. It's pretty exciting. It's going to be so much work and such a mess on most days, but I'm sure that at least a few tomatoes will ripen and be eaten (ugly and blemished but totally yummy) and maybe even a carrot or two...
New Meaning
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